Watching And Waiting by Jay Northcote
Watching Jude's cam show stirs desires Shawn's always denied...Shawn is adrift. Recently graduated, he's stuck in a dead-end job that barely pays the bills. His girlfriend dumped him, his friends have moved on, and he's still in Plymouth--going nowhere.
Jude is a student living in the same shared house. Out and proud, he's everything Shawn's been running from since he hit puberty. When Shawn discovers Jude works as a cam boy, he can't resist the urge to watch one of his shows. It makes Shawn want things that scare him, yet his fascination forces him to confront his attraction to Jude.
Keen to explore his bicurious side, Shawn suggests they do a show together. Jude agrees, and things get complicated--and kinky--fast. But Jude isn't looking to get involved with someone so deep in the closet. If Shawn's going to get what he wants, he needs to find the courage to stop hiding from himself and be honest about who he is.
Although this book is part of the Housemates series, it has new main characters, a satisfying happy ending, and can be read as a standalone.
Length: 52,000 words approx.
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Watching And Wanting is book 4 in the Housemate series
Every book can be read as standalone but the whole series is amazing, I recommend reading them all
Each book features a housemate and his love interest
This is Jude and Shawn's book
Shawn and Jude are housemates along with a few other guys
Shawn is straight or so he tells himself and everyone else.. he try's to convince himself he isn't gay or bi... he is 100% "Straight"....
That is until he accidentally finds out his housemate Jude is a cam boy
from the very second he finds out he try's to fight the temptation to check out the site... but gives in and takes a little peak, what he finds is his sexy roommate doing very sexy things live for viewers to watch
Shawn cant look away, the more he sees the more he likes it and more desperate he is to explore his attraction to Jude
Jude is working as a cam boy to help pay for his education and to be honest he gets off on it and enjoys it...
he is in no way ashamed of doing it, its a job and pays well
Then one day his sexy "straight" housemate catches him during a live video... crap
but to his surprise Shawn may not be as straight as he first thought
Shawn builds up the courage and approaches Jude and offers to join him in the videos, he says he needs the money but really its not the money he wants..
he wants to explore this attraction he has with Jude
The more time the guys spend getting to know each other on and off camera, the more complicated things become...
Lines starts to blur the closer they get and Jude is fine with helping Shawn discover himself but no way will he allow himself to fall for a closeted confused guy
Jude could definitely fall for a guy like Shawn
But is Shawn strong enough to come out and admit who he really is before he loses Jude altogether
I absolutely love the whole series and this book was an amazing addition
I love all the characters and feel like a really know them
In Watching and Wanting we get plenty of laughs, drama, sweet times and some smoking hot sex... what more could you want
This book is a must read, I couldn't find a thing I didn't like about this book
Jay Northcote has recently become one of my fave authors, he writes the most amazing books
Watching and Wanting is an amazing 5 star read
A brilliant series